Update

Life has been so full of changes these last few months. This is the first that I've actually been able to sit and recount what's been going on.

My girls are growing and changing every single day. They are by far the coolest part of my life, I've said that a thousand times.
Emmalynn is learning so much. She knows her seasons now, if you ask her what season we are in she cocks her little head to the side and says, "Spring"... if you ask her what comes after Spring she will tell you, "Summer", and so on and so forth. She is so smart. Which is sometimes good and sometimes bad :) Last night, I gave her a Girl Scouts Peanut Butter Patty cookie for the first time ever. After taking 2 bites she looked at me and said, "Mommy, this is a VERY special cookie!" It was the cutest thing ever but it also made me stop and look at things as she does. She learns so much every day and all of it is taken for granted by me, every single day. After the girls went to bed I ate TEN peanut butter patty cookies and enjoyed each one like it was the first one I'd ever eaten in my life. It was so cool!
Breelynn is my book worm, she is my philosophical child. She will study something until she knows exactly whats going on, and then she will enjoy it to it's fullest! She loves books and she loves interaction toys. And she loves animals. My best friend's mom, Momma Tina, came into town a few weeks ago and brought with her 2 huge dogs. Bailey and Dakota... Breelynn formed a special attachment to Dakota and made me realize how much she truly does love animals. I never really took the time to notice how she laughs when our dog, Maggie, licks her face.
My children teach me, every day, how to look at life on a deeper and fresh level. They are so amazing.

I got a new job, not by choice but life goes on. I work for a Photography company that takes pictures of newborn babies. On a monetary level, it has the potential to make quite a lot of money, it also has the potential to fail miserably... we are still waiting on the outcome of that. On a personal level, this job is more rewarding than any I've ever had! The ability to work with brand new babies every day is the coolest part. They are so sweet, and refreshing, and so innocent. In a very calming way, they make me a better person. They bring out the nurturing side of my heart, where as my job before, brought out a lot of my negatives. I was so burdened by the people I was responsible for with my last job. Every day was another fight I had, "Why aren't you going to work?" "How am I to explain this one?" "How am I supposed to do my job when there is no job to do???" "How am I supposed to retain my training and my knowledge if all I have to do is keep up with Brangelina???" - - - I guess some of that was why I was laid off in the first place... there just wasn't enough work to do and there wasn't enough positive energy to keep me positive enough to work with... I admit, I was probably not the best company between the hours of 8-5. But now, I am in a position that offers me peace, and such pleasure. It's a very refreshing job.

Nothing big has happened in my life other than the job change, which I am thankful for. So for now, that's the update... we'll see if I can keep the blogs rolling :)